Thought I should be melodramatic here. I haven't been that that a long time time. This is kind of interesting. Am I turning into a new leaf? Do I like the new me? I have become too placid.
Time to say, GAUTAMI, BUCK UP! BE yourself! Does it mean, this almost gentle creature is not me? What the hell!!
I AM ME EVEN IF I SHUT UP, DON'T SPEAK A WORD OR DO NOT REACT AT ALL.
You have to accept me the way I am even if you don't like me.
AND PRAY DO TELL ME,WHY SHOULDN'T YOU LIKE ME!