I counted the rows of buttons on my overcoat
some ungodly reason
I found three missing
I shivered outside the door
window reflecting the dour outside
my breath misted my eyes
it was an effort to see the walls
I felt the demise of my memories
you know all the details
someday you will help me
in the revival of those
now I wouldn't change my life.
"how absurd, that I can think like this standing in the snow"

