New Beginning

All this while
I have been
wasting my life
reflecting
pondering
at a world
full of wonders
and ignominy.

All my life
I have been busy
speculating
wanting
someone else
to blame
for my
misdemeanors

Putting my
life on
hold
too long
I need to
let go
I need
to learn

To reach out
take hold
venture out in
the deep unknown
reaching inside
my mind
seeking answers
deep within

Maybe when
I find
The answers
I seek
I will stop
musing
and have
a new beginning